musings of a cuck
written, performed and produced by Drrty Pharms
mixed by Rare Akuma
Before I get a million messages asking me if I am racist or if I am “trying to be shocking”, I should clarify: the subject matter of this piece is raceplay, sexual roleplay in which race and racism are fetishized. I wanted to make a song about this because it is something I am exposed to frequently when looking at cuckold porn and I find it interesting. Race is a persistent theme in cuckolding, which stems from the belief (stereotype) that black men are more sexually adept. I have seen many cuckold porn blogs refer to this as ‘black supremacy’. The white cuckold fetishists who write these blogs sees themselves as inferior to black men, and it is often unclear if they are engaging in healthy fantasy and roleplay or if they are legitimately delusional and racist and carry these belief systems outside of the bedroom. At the same time, there seems to be an innate superiority to cuckolding. The cuckold, being white, is husband material, where as the black man is treated as a dispensable sex object. I tried to explore this ambiguous balance of power in this song. The song is neither a reflection of legitimate racist beliefs nor an attempt at being shocking or edgy, it is a thoughtful expression of my hypersexualized fantasy life
Track taken from German Army C32 Released by Trapdoor Tapes, 2014.